Hello,

 My name is Christine, and I am 24. I am what people call an “indigo child”, and although names don(t mean much in themselves, I think they allow us to know who we are and what family we come from.

 I don’t even know why I’m writing to you… I am not looking for any comforting, neither for ready-made formulas, but at this time it is as if the angels had gone on holidays. I'm not the only indigo to say that my feelings don’t respond any more. I think something is bugging, but I cannot identify what exactly. All our experiences repeat themselves. I know how the power of thought works, and that we attract to us what we fear. I know about the power of refusal and negation. I also know about the power of prayer, for I have already experienced it. I have always been in touch with my guides, but right now, I can't feel them any more.

 We have the feeling of being abandoned, and I think I am looking for an answer for my brothers and sisters. We all gathered and felt something very strongly. We spoke of a community, and had projects. But all this is not relevant today. Little by little, we move further away from one another and I myself even have regrets for being who I am. This has never occurred to me before…

 I don’t even know what you could reply to this, apart from platitudes… but I am writing to you so that our community of brothers and sisters of the indigo ray does not turn into a stillborn dream.

 Thanks for reading my words. : )

 Dear Christine,

 I had a look yesterday evening and some information came. I can see that this is a very serious feeling, one that can even take away motivation for living and bring about very heavy thoughts. This is regrettable and dangerous for those who experience it. It has always been my understanding that the indigo children have come to help us reclaim our spiritual sovereignty. These beings will not suffer lies and half truths. Yet once the casting away of conditionings and lies has happened there needs to be something to take its place. Some new information needs to fill in the gap left by the refusal to buy into the manipulations of the dark forces. Yet by the time the indigo ones are ready they have already been estranged from nature and there is no complete information out there to help them find their way. A very unfortunate situation.

 The problem is a lack of information. This information is not something that comes from other humans or spiritual beings; it's the one that comes from the heavens, from the stars. The best way to access this information is to sleep beneath the stars. As you go to sleep look upon the starry sky and find a star that feels friendly to you. Gaze at that star feeling happy that it is there. Go to sleep under that star, not looking for anything or expecting anything, there is no effort required to access this information. On the contrary any effort or doubts about this will prevent information from being received by the sleeping soul and body. Do this as often as possible. 

 Also know that I feel that the only appropriate human information for the indigo beings is in the books on Anastasias' teachings by Vladimir Megre. Never in the past 12 000 years has any teaching been as complete and utterly true than these teachings. They go beyond what I have learnt in the mystery schools of the Native American Nations. They are completely logical and there is no occultism or hidden agenda, no dogmas or obscure rites, just truth, happiness and pristine original wisdom. I have read hundreds of books on spiritual wisdom from many traditions and they all felt incomplete although many were very inspiring. Anastasia's work feels complete. I have never read these other books by other traditions or teachers more than once. I am now reading Anastasia's 9 volumes for the 3^rd time. I will never need to read another book on spirituality. I have found everything I need in her teachings.

 The guide to forming life giving communities will be found in her words. As I looked upon the indigo community I saw that reading these books will be but the first step for you. You will then talk about it amongst yourselves and integrate those aspects that feel good and inspire you. As your community mind integrates these words you will find happiness, truth, light, beauty and the highest motivations for life and being.

 This does not give you the information you will receive from the stars. That needs to happen also and I would say first. Because it's straight from the source it cannot be altered by translations or misinterpretations. Even Anastasias' words can be misinterpreted. I have seen serious errors in the French translation. (These books were written in Russian and are now translated into 20 languages. The English version that I have read is a very good translation.)

Peace and light Blue Eagle